Had a new idea this evening, as I got home from visiting a friend who had just given birth.. And while waiting for Dennis to come home from his boy's night out. I will make a more conscious effort to be a grateful person - someone more deliberate and conscious about appreciating my blessings, and actually take time out to feel this gratefulness. Looking at my friend's newborn baby and seeing her joy with her newly delivered blessing, I couldn't help but feel wistful and, I dare admit, jealous. I want what I was seeing soooo very badly. And afterwards while walking the short distance home, I felt guilty for my impatience and for complaining about one thing I don't have (yet) whereas so many good and happy things grace my life. So here's my small effort to be more appreciative of what my life has been so blessed to have.
Ok let's start with what I am most grateful for. I am very thankful for the love that has filled my life, starting from my loving family to my super dedicated husband. Not everyone has such a concentration of love in their life and I am humbled by the blessing that my life is one such existence. There's a huge degree of esteem and inner strength that stem from being so well-loved, and all I can say is thank you.
So there. First effort. Let's keep this up as much as possible :)
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